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Memoriam by ChochoMariposa, literature

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Memoriam

When I die, And my flesh and bones Turn to ash and dust, Will you remember me? Will you remember my life, Or my tragedy? My virtues, Or my sins? Will my bones crumble In an unmarked grave Too close to the surface, Spittle drying in the dirt above? Or will my bones rest In a coffin befitting a king, Surrounded by flowers And tears of mourning? Will my ashes Be scattered across the stars, Or will my corpse Be cast aside and forgotten? Will I die in glory, Or in ruin? Will I even care, When all is said and done? Would anyone even remember me, Centuries after I’m gone? Or will I only be a single word In a story spiralling into infin

What is Love? by ChochoMariposa, literature

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What is Love?

What does it mean To be in love? What is it like? Is it a soaring feeling, Your heart fluttering so much It could fly away, Like a hummingbird’s wings Against your ribcage? Or is it scary, terrifying? Is falling in love More like cliff diving? Losing control Unable to save yourself from Your downward descent Into the confusing mess of emotions Called love? What is love? Is it chemical reactions, Neurons synapsing, Hormones flaring? Or is it something deeper than that? Though almost every human feels it, I don’t think anyone Will ever fully understand it.

Falling by ChochoMariposa, literature

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Falling

Without me noticing, The question “What do you want to be when you grow up?” Turned into “What will you waste the rest of your life Failing to accomplish?” Learning how terrible the world truly is Can make anyone Bitter and cynical. Learning your childhood dreams were lies Can make anyone Suspicious of happy smiles and saccharine promises. Falling like Lucifer fell, Wings burning, voice screaming Screaming as everything you know changes Falling from the naive heaven of childhood Into the hopeless, endless hell Of adulthood. But I fell long before I was supposed to. Worries and responsibilities Rested on my shoulder

Romantic Crap by ChochoMariposa, literature

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Romantic Crap

Your first kiss Isn’t like The ones in the movies, Or the ones in the novels Your mother used to hide from you; Your first kiss Is not Fireworks E x p l o d i n g in your mind, One foot off the ground, Never wanting To pa rt your lips from theirs. No. Your first kiss Isn’t like What you’re lead to believe. It’s awkward, And clumsy, And a little bit scary. Which way Do I turn my head? Are my lips supposed to be Moving like this? What if I’m not Kissing them The right way? What if I do Something wrong? Countless doubts and fears Swimming through your head, Slowly drowning you. When

Memories by ChochoMariposa, literature

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Memories

Good memories Are like the final song of a dying swan You’ll never hear again Or a smile exchanged with a stranger You’ll never see again. Good memories Are beautiful, and exciting, and wonderful But fleeting, disappearing Like the last note Of the song of the dying swan. Never to be experienced again, Never to be remembered the same way again. But bad memories Are poison Rushing through your veins, Wearing down your defenses, Constantly eating at the edges of your mind, Until the poison consumes you, Kills you, destroys you, Until the bad memories are all you can remember. It’s more difficult To recall

The Insanity of Stein by ChochoMariposa, literature

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The Insanity of Stein

THE DARKNESS OF MY MIND IS TAKING CONTROL THE INSANITY IS TAKING ITS TOLL CAN’T MOVE, CAN’T SEE CAN’T SEE BEYOND THE DARKNESS INSIDE OF ME MY MIND IS TWISTED BEYOND RECOGNITION MY MORALS ARE DETERIORATING OF THEIR OWN VOLITION I AM FALLING ON MY KNEES, CRAWLING BEGGING DEATH TO KILL ME “STOP THE MADNESS, I BEG OF THEE!” BUT DEATH IS TOO MERCIFUL HE WILL NOT SAVE MY TWISTED SOUL AND MY INSANITY TAKES ITS TOLL CAN’T ESCAPE CAN’T ERASE CAN’T FIGHT BACK CAN’T KEEP MY MIND INTACT I KNOW, DEEP INSIDE THAT MY INSANITY WAS TRIGGERED BY NO FAULT OF MINE THE DEMON ASURA WAS THE CA

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Sometimes by ChochoMariposa, literature

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Sometimes

Sometimes, s u i c i d a l doesn't mean a knife pressed to pale forearms or trembling feet taking the final step into o b l i v i o n . Sometimes, s u i c i d a l doesn't mean looking down the barrel of the gun and pulling the trigger. Sometimes, s u i c i d a l doesn't mean too many pills slithering down your throat like thorns from a rose; beautiful and harmless when you first see them, but when you swallow them, they begin slowly ripping you apart from the inside o u t. Sometimes, s u i c i d a l means holding the weight of the world in your hands even as your bones begin to break. The crack of bone is drowned out by your

Daughter of Arkham: Chapter Two by ChochoMariposa, literature

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Daughter of Arkham: Chapter Two

Chapter Two (Again, please do not read this unless you have read the prologue and chapter one. Links are in the description.) The Next Day Note: Italics= Written (i.e., in a notebook, in a book, etc.) "Sorry I'm late, my last appointment ran a bit later than I expected." Said a male voice from behind me, entering the room as the heavy wooden door clicked shut with an audible snap. Startled, I whirled around in my uncomfortable plastic chair, almost sending it careening to the tiled floor. The tall doctor pushed his thick horn-rimmed glasses up his thin nose with a skeletal hand, holding a black suitcase in his other hand. The man looked almos

Daughter of Arkham: Chapter One by ChochoMariposa, literature

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Daughter of Arkham: Chapter One

Chapter One DO NOT READ THIS WITHOUT READING THE PROLOGUE FIRST. LINK IS IN THE DESCRIPTION. The day started off normally, I suppose. I woke up, got breakfast, and brought it back to my room to eat, since eating breakfast in the cafeteria wasn't mandatory for patients, excluding the high security, or Category Five, patients. I was a Category One, so I got a little more freedom during the day than the higher risk patients, but I still couldn't leave the building, or go anywhere without an escort. After eating, I brought my plate back to the kitchen and made my way back to my room. For a couple of hours, all I did was read books I had already

Daughter of Arkham: Prologue by ChochoMariposa, literature

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Daughter of Arkham: Prologue

Hey, this is a new story, a Batman fanfiction using my OC. Enjoy, and first reviewer gets an excerpt of the next chapter! :D Prologue I've heard a lot of people, normal people, complain about how crazy their family life is. How their dads constantly act half their ages, or how their siblings constantly argue with them, or when they're watching Sunday night football and screaming at the television. But in my honest opinion, most of their behavior is completely sane- normal, even. So why is it that behavior regarded as 'insane' is accepted by most of society? After all, they are being abnormal; they even admit it themselves. Why is it that onl

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

June 4
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Deviant for 12 years
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Um, hi, I'm Adriana c: I'm 18 years old, and I enjoy writing, reading, and scrolling through Tumblr. And...that's it I guess. Hope you enjoy my writing!

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Avatar, Lord of the Rings Trilogy, Harry Potter Series

Favourite TV Shows

Supernatural, Royal Pains, Spongebob Squarepants, Castle, Teen Wolf

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Taylor Swift, Evanescence, Glee Cast, Lemonade Mouth

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Anything I can read xDDD

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ChochoMariposa

Nov 24, 2015

flails

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so I just finished playing the pacifist run of undertale and now I'm lowkey emotionally wrecked that is all

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ChochoMariposa

Sep 10, 2015

stabs myself in the eye

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I HATE MATH I HATE MATH I HATE MATH I  H A T E  M A T H

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ChochoMariposa

Aug 27, 2015

adulting

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so I had my first college class today, which wasn't as scary as I expected. if you're heading to college soon, please don't listen to your high school teachers talking about the horrific things, because honestly it's not so bad. also I'm currently looking for a job. there's that.